ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Friday, November 24
i think i shall stop working sooon.
its pissing me off.
and to think i was getting attached to work,
and he had to tell me,
cause i didnt know.
and it sucks.
i hate blind spots.
its not cause they do wrong things.
its cause they dont even bother to do it right.
they just want to do the minimum,
and put in the least effort into doing everything,
and go home.
i've only been there three weeks and there's so much shit.
what's the point of always helping everyone,
and just reminding them if they forget something,
when they dont seem to want to do it.
we're getting paid the same amount you know.
we're getting paid to do all this,
even though you may not like it.
you'll chose this job,
so why cant you do it with your best ability?
and then people misunderstand,
and just talk and talk and talk all the crap.
saying we dont do anything.
there's so many behind the scenes stuff that no one knows about,
then they just assume and get all their facts wrong.
these kind of people can just rot and die.
you're not the only one who has shit right now.
but there are people with more crap than me,
so im not going to complain about that.
im going to just do my share from now on,
and just not bother about the rest.
we're being paid the same,
so why should i work so hard
if the others dont want to?
this is a damn fucked up attitude.
but do i look like i have a choice?
when i remind them,
they think im being bossy.
like hello.
gentle reminders hurt no one.
so i shall talk to myself from now on.
and just remind myself.
bye.
5:20:00 pm